Read the lyrics and weep

Dad, if you happen to see this read it and finaly see how I feel.Although this is sung by Good Charlotte it describes me you and mom in so many ways.

Hey Dad,
I'm writing to you,
Not to tell you that I still hate you.
Just to ask you how you feel
And how we fell apart,
How this fell apart.

Are you happy out there in this great wide world?
Do you think about your sons?
Do you miss your little girl?
When you lay your head down,
How do you sleep at night?
Do you even wonder if we're alright?

But we're alright,
We're alright...

Its been a long hard road without you by my side.
Why weren't you there all the nights that we cried?
You broke my mother's heart,
You broke your children for life.
Its not okay,
But we're all right.
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes,
But Those are just a long lost memory of mine.
I spent so many years learning how to survive,
Now I'm writing just to let you know I'm still alive.

The days I spent so
Cold; so hungry,
Were full of hate,
I was so angry
The scars run deep inside this tatooed body,
There's things I'll take to my grave,
But I'm Okay, I'm Okay.

Its been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren't you there all the nights that we cried
You broke my mother's heart
You broke your children for life
Its not okay,
But we're alright
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
But those are just a long lost memory of mine,
Now I'm writing just to let you know im still alive,
And I'm still alive.

And Sometimes I forgive
Yeah, and this time,
I'll admit,
That I miss you,
Said I miss you

Its been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren't you there all the nights that we cried
You broke my mother's heart
You broke your children for life
Its not okay,
But we're all right
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
But Those are just a long lost memory of mine,
Now im writing to just let you know im still alive


And sometimes I forgive,
And this time,
I'll admit,
That I miss you,I miss you,
Hey Dad...