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  1. Guest Book! ~~SIGN HERE!!!
    23rd Jul 2009 14:55
    14 years, 9 months & 25 days ago
  2. AGAINST CHILD ABUSE!
    23rd Jul 2009 05:56
    14 years, 9 months & 26 days ago
  3. 38 Things Girls Don't Realize
    4th Jul 2009 01:36
    14 years, 10 months & 17 days ago
  4. Goals
    28th Jun 2009 02:15
    14 years, 10 months & 23 days ago
  5. Try Not To Cry =(
    27th Jun 2009 10:11
    14 years, 10 months & 24 days ago
  6. 1 scary way to break up!!!
    12th Jun 2009 12:55
    14 years, 11 months & 8 days ago
  7. Peace Love AND Lippy
    6th Jun 2009 12:12
    14 years, 11 months & 14 days ago
  8. Club twilight hunt!
    27th May 2009 01:08
    14 years, 11 months & 24 days ago
  9. Jennys Dead in a minuite!! R.I.P! xx
    8th May 2009 10:42
    15 years & 13 days ago
  10. Test Your Lips! (KISS) HEHE
    7th Apr 2009 09:14
    15 years, 1 month & 13 days ago
Guest Book! ~~SIGN HERE!!!
14 years, 9 months & 25 days ago
23rd Jul 2009 14:55

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AGAINST CHILD ABUSE!
14 years, 9 months & 26 days ago
23rd Jul 2009 05:56

AGAINST CHILD ABUSE!

My name is Becky
I am but three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,
I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me.
I can't speak at all
I can't do a wrong
Or else I'm locked up
All the day long.
When I awake I'm all alone
The house is dark
My folks aren't home
When my mommy does come
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll get just
One whipping tonight.
Don't make a sound!
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Charlie's Bar.
I hear him curse
My name he calls
I press myself
Against the wall
I try and hide
From his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry
He finds me weeping
He shouts ugly words,
He says its my fault
That he suffers at work.
He slaps me and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And I run for the door.
He's already locked it
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall.
I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken.
"I'm sorry!", I scream
But its now much too late
His face has been twisted
Into unimaginable hate
The hurt and the pain
Again and again
Oh please God, have mercy!
Oh please let it end!
And he finally stops
And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless
Sprawled on the floor

My name is Becky
And I am but three,
Tonight my daddy
Murdered me.



There are thousands of kids out there just like Becky.
And you can help.


Sickens me to my soul, and if you just read this and don't pass it on I pray for your forgiveness, cause you would have to be one heartless person to not be effected by this story. And because you are effected, do something about it!! So all I am asking you to do, is take some time to send this on and acknowledge that this stuff does happen, and that people like her dad do live in our society, and I pray for child abuse to wither out and die, but also pray for the safety of our youth.

Please pass this poem on because as crazy as it might
sound, it might just indirectly change a life. Hey, you NEVER know.
Please put this on your site if you are *~*~*AGAINST CHILD ABUSE *~*~* a little poem

38 Things Girls Don't Realize
14 years, 10 months & 17 days ago
4th Jul 2009 01:36



38 Things Girls Don't Realize

You HAVE to read all of them and if you don't you???re going to come across with problems in your relationship for the next month!

-Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.







-Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.






-Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.






-Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.






-Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest.






Unless they're going for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method

-A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.






-Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.






-Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a b---- Goodbye.






-Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?..uh...never mind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.






-Girls are guys' weaknesses.






-Guys are very open about themselves.






-If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him.






You don't need to give advice

-A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you

-Guys love you more than you love them.






-Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls.






They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous.






If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole heck of a lot

-No matter how much guys talk about butts and boobs, personality is key.






-If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside

-When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.






-When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually
saying, "Please come and listen to me"

-If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.






It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something is up

-When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't.






It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them

-When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something

-Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.






-Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to you

-A guy would give up anything to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.






-No guy can handle all his problems on his own.






He's just too stubborn to admit it

-NOT ALL GUYS ARE A;HOLES!!!
Just because ONE is.. doesn't mean he represents ALL of them

-They love it when girls talk about them

-Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs

-Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck is really hurting

-When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.






-Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life

-Ladies, if u don't repost this within 1 hr then you will lose the guy of your life

-Guys, if you don't repost this in 1 hr then you will lose the girl of your life.





Post this as: 38 Things Girls Don't Realize
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I know it's pretty stupid, but it's just too cute, so it would be a shame not re-post it xD.

Goals
14 years, 10 months & 23 days ago
28th Jun 2009 02:15

Get 1mill: achevied but spent it on my costume
Get a chib:
Get the love dress:
Get the Ball dress female costume:
Get the emo avatar:
Compleate the rubbish dump mission: going well!
And get 250 clothes:
Thanks!thumbsup.gifxx Avelilly!

Try Not To Cry =(
14 years, 10 months & 24 days ago
27th Jun 2009 10:11

Try Not To Cry =(

Try Not To Cry

Mommy...Johnny brought a gun to school.




He told his friends that it was cool,

And when he pulled the trigger back,

It shot with a great, huge crack.




Mommy, I was a good girl, I did what I was told,

I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold!

When I went to school that day,

I never said good-bye.




I'm sorry that I had to go, But Mommy, please don't cry.




When Johnny shot the gun, he hit me and another,

And all because Johnny, got the gun from his brother.




Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much,

And please tell Zack; my boyfriend; That it wasn't just a crush.




And tell my little sister; That she is the only one now,

And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now

And tell my wonderful friends; That they always were the best

Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest

Mommy, tell my teachers; I won't show up for class,

And never to forget this, And please don't let this pass

Mommy, why'd it have to be me? No one, though. deserves this.




But mommy, it's not fair, I left without a kiss.




But mommy, it's not fair, I left without a kiss.




I think I even saw one doctor, trying not to cry.




Mommy, I'm slowly dying, with a bullet in my chest,

But Mommy please remember, I'm in heaven with the rest

When I heard that great, big crack, I ran as fast as I could

Please listen to me if you would,

I wanted to go to college, I wanted to try things that were new

I guess I'm not going with Daddy, On that trip to the new zoo I wanted to get married, I wanted to have a kid,

I wanted to be an actress, I really wanted to live.




But Mommy I must go now, The time is getting late,

Mommy, tell my Zack, I'm sorry I have to cancel the date.




I love you Mommy, I always have, I know you know its true

And Mommy all I need to say is, "Mommy, I love you"

In Memory of The Columbine & Virginia Tech Students Who Were Lost Please if you would, Don't smash this on the ground. If you pass this on, Maybe people will cry, Just keep this in your heart, For the people who didn't get to say "Good-bye".




Now you have 2 choices,

1) Pass this on, and show people you care, re-post as "Try Not To Cry"

2) Don't send it, and you have just proven how cold-hearted you really are...

This is a true story. A girl died in 1933. A man buried her when she was still alive. The murder chanted, "Toma Sota balcu," as he buried her. Now that you have read this chant, you will meet this little girl. In the middle of the night she will be on your ceiling. She will suffocate you like she was suffocated. If you post this on your profile, she will not bother you. Your kindness will be rewarded.

  1. Guest Book! ~~SIGN HERE!!!
    23rd Jul 2009 14:55
    14 years, 9 months & 25 days ago
  2. AGAINST CHILD ABUSE!
    23rd Jul 2009 05:56
    14 years, 9 months & 26 days ago
  3. 38 Things Girls Don't Realize
    4th Jul 2009 01:36
    14 years, 10 months & 17 days ago
  4. Goals
    28th Jun 2009 02:15
    14 years, 10 months & 23 days ago
  5. Try Not To Cry =(
    27th Jun 2009 10:11
    14 years, 10 months & 24 days ago
  6. 1 scary way to break up!!!
    12th Jun 2009 12:55
    14 years, 11 months & 8 days ago
  7. Peace Love AND Lippy
    6th Jun 2009 12:12
    14 years, 11 months & 14 days ago
  8. Club twilight hunt!
    27th May 2009 01:08
    14 years, 11 months & 24 days ago
  9. Jennys Dead in a minuite!! R.I.P! xx
    8th May 2009 10:42
    15 years & 13 days ago
  10. Test Your Lips! (KISS) HEHE
    7th Apr 2009 09:14
    15 years, 1 month & 13 days ago