I can't handle anymore

I need to control my lust aarrgghhh~, GOD please help me...

It's not because i don't like her,, I really really really like her,, but i don't want like her because of my lust,, I want really like her because of love...

So please understands...

I could have chosen the option of hiding the past but God doesn't sleep,,

So i don't want lie to her,,

I carry a heavy bad karma,,

if there is a man who is much better than me in the future and she accepts the man, even though it will be hard, i will try to letting her go...